I GET IT.

i just scheduled another interview next monday at a hotel in eagan. then i realized that i was supposed to be having ICS at 2:30. so i called them and abdul answered the phone and he asked me what i wanted to work on and i told him that i wanted to look at the letter i got from the housing company in concord. he said, "yeah. we already looked at that on monday when you got it, remember?" and i said, "yeah but i wanted you to explain it to me." then he said, "we already went over it on monday, don't you remember?" it's really irritating me that people who are SUPPOSED to be "supporting" me act like they've never worked with a person with a traumatic brain injury before. i wanted to ask amy if she's ever worked with someone who had a tbi but i must've forgot. then they treat me overly cautious (TRYING TO APPEAR "HELPFUL") about everything else and ignore respecting that i have MEMORY ISSUES due to my traumatic brain injury ALSO. they're short term memory problems though- i can usually remember things that happened a long time ago. which is also why i write random things on pieces of paper all over my apartment to remember. minnesota is the best for disabilities MY ASS. that doesn't entitle me to go back in my rehab. progress JUST to make minnesota actually look like they actually HELP people. i was reminiscing something about courage kenny yesterday and someone stopped me and said, "wait.. i thought courage kenny was supposed to be helpful?" OVERRATED. they don't help people unless they have advocacy to stroke their dicks. i think it might've been the lady who told me i looked like an attorney at sabathani yesterday. i'm beginning to think God put me in this position to see the difficulties disabled people have to go through in order to get advocacy and what they TRULY need. i get the picture, God. no one in this state helps the disabled unless it's convenient or beneficial to THEM. now, get me outta this hell.